In between thoughts of pity over my exhaustive journey and
excitement in planning a field trip, we start our descent into Gaziantep,
Turkey. Turkish Airlines is all about their in-flight map. They have it on
about 23 different 3D perspectives as the plane flies across the sky, far more than
any other in-flight map I have ever seen. As we grow closer, the regional map
starts to populate with interesting cities: Baghdad, Bahrain. But closer to
Gaziantep, nothing. Is it a sleight of hand by Turkish to omit the dark places nearby? Then about 15 minutes out, Aleppo shows up on the map and indeed quite
close to Antep (about 90km to be exact). Yegaads. Clearly the crew is thinking
the same thing, because in the next second, the proud map display disappears, prematurely
and well before landing.
Too late. My vigorous imagination of a place I’ve never been
to, in a provocative location on the edge of a war zone, combined with my ever-present landing
anxiety, kicks into gear and begins to fuel a number of speculations. I start praying that ack acks or
RPGs will not be spotted suddenly hurdling toward us in the crystal clear night
sky. Seriously. Seriously.
What I will find here in Gaziantep is most likely a people
torn apart by conflict, but determined to improve their lives and somehow find
peace. I will find that my fears, while ever present and at times justified and/or
histrionic, will be eclipsed by other priorities, such as capturing the right
picture of the people here to carry back home with me. It reminds me of Congo and
of course of northern Uganda. These are places dear to me that have terrified
me at times for both real and imagined reasons, but also places where the
plight of those on the frontlines dominates my memory and more importantly my efforts
to articulate requests for action to the powers-that-be. Here I already
know that the message will be to support women and girls and men and boys to settle
Syria and bring peace at last.
Broad strokes at this stage - the rest to be shortly filled in.
Wonderful, Jess, to hear you so invigorated and inspired...something beyond nursing your beautiful son which you also do perfectly, by the way!
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